I've been saying goodbye to my relatives, and friends this whole week long. Sad to go. But then, also joyous that the past few years of my life has had meaning. Sometimes, being a good person living properly (whatever that means) don't always have immediate results. Being honest may feel dorky and uncomfortable at times, but somehow it re-enforces the connections I have with the people I come across. If people's interactions/connections are like wires, everytime I'm honest and sincere, a layer of duct tape is wrapped around it.
No, man, I'm not looking forward to dental school. It would be crazy to leave a place of comfort to a place of newness. But, there's always going to be mixed feelings when it comes to transition. Ambivalence is the word.
Things to look forward to at UCLA: Wooden center, Hammer Museum, GWM (this is an acronymn which only I know, and in case you are guessing it does not stand for gay white male, lol), looking at books, meeting cool people, studying with people, meeting people who have similar interests, watch myself as I move through these transitional days, organizing my own room without parents constantly nagging, studying without worrying about exams (the best part of studying is not taking exams, some of you are going to flash me with the number of exams you have each week. You know, I can use my toes to count in case the number is more than ten), and whatever that may arise.
Things to NOT look forward to at UCLA: ugh. Too personal to share, so I'll leave it up to your imagination.