Absolute horror story (which yes, I guess was my fault for doing this, so there IS a
LESSON to be learned
c/0 2017)...........
So one day I finally decided to sit down and write my essays for NCState. It was my #2 school and I wanted the essays to be perfect. I couldn't use my mac due to their requirements, so I borrowed the BFs computer.... BF has one of those computers that if you hit backspace at the wrong time, or if you are not clicked in one of the essay boxes.... backspace means "Oh, you would like me to erase all of your hopes and dreams and send you back to the beginning of the application without saving a single word you just wrote in the last 3 hours?"
😡😡😡😡😡😡
The worst part? The essays were awesome, and once I had gotten out everything I wanted to say, it was hard to think of it all over again. I cried... hard. I called the BF and cursed him and his stupid computer out (no it was not his fault, but just wait until the stress of admissions makes you into a psycho lunatic... he jokes that he's over prepared for pregnancy mood swings after going through an admission cycle with me

)
WRITE YOUR ESSAYS ON A WORD DOCUMENT AND THEN COPY AND PASTE!
Yes, it was
insanely stupid of me to not do this, and I even told myself to do it, but then the words were just flowing and I was writing some bad arse shiz and I got caught up. Went to delete a wrong letter on the 6th essay, and BOOM! Thought I was gonna die. The essays I wrote after that were written through tears, and turned out as absolute garbage. I knew there was no chance in the deepest part of hell for me to get in after that.