Honestly, the only thing that keeps me sane while waiting is looking for new opportunities. If I focus on trying to line up a job or volunteer experience I feel better knowing I'm still making progress even if I don't get in. So for now maybe that kinda outlook could help! start looking at summer opportunities to apply to or reorganize your application! It makes for a productive distraction tbh
And tbh if you can afford it, Id apply to as many schools as possible. I really truly think the application process is sometimes a luck of the draw kind of deal and increasing the schools you apply to may increase your odds. Obviously, if you would never ever go there don't apply but maybe branch out a bit. I applied to 8 schools last year and 12 this year, expensive and a lot of work but worth it if I get in somewhere.