omg finally someone who's as conflicted as I am. ALSO HEYYY NOVA NEIGHBOR!!! Are you in the Full Time or Part Time MPH? I'm in for Part-Time and this is the GroupMe:
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and yeah omg same. I have absolutely no interest in pursuing med school at all after this, and while it would be cool to study alongside doctors at JHU, i'm just not sure if that's for me...I like what JHU has to offer and I know the reputation can take me places, but I'm so nervous about whether I truly "belong" there or not. I'm worried about how overly competitive it might be once I'm there. I LOVE the school, don't get me wrong, but I can't get past the idea that I'm somehow too inferior to be there. Everyone in my family is telling me to go to Hopkins but it's easy for them to say that when they're not the ones paying tuition
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Personally I feel like Emory's a great fit for me, academics wise and career wise. While it doesn't have the Hopkins name factor to it, it's still well known in the public health world. Plus idk how I can turn them down after they offered me a merit scholarship. They actually really want me there
😢 I've come to love that school so much these past few weeks. Emory has also been far more responsive and engaging during the admissions process than JHU. With JHU, I've just been feeling like a number.....
I also keep talking to myself in circles. I'm really stuck. I know I'm gonna cry in front of my computer screen when I have to turn one down. I didn't think I had a chance at Hopkins - it's been a longshot dream since early undergrad days. Even thought Emory would reject me at one point. I thought I'd prioritize my decision based on finances, but it's hard to knock out the pressure of everyone telling me to go to Hopkins. I come from a South Asian family so there's a toxic obsession with school reputations and careers within our community. I just want to do what I want to do and not feel like I'm letting people down...