Is it weird that I am not too excited about the match? I mean I got burned once on Nov 15th. I got one prematch from my last choice school in December and after interviewing at most schools I never got any other correspondence.
I interviewed at 6/7 TMDSAS MD schools (lubbock is the only one that decided I wasn't good enough for an interview). I am just scared that I might end up at my fifth choice or my sixth choice (only prematch). If that is the case, I am going to be depressed for another 3 months until the wait list starts moving. I know some schools like UTMB might send out email acceptances at midnight for matched applicants. So I will not check my email at all on midnight. My phone sends me phone notifications once I get an email, so I will be putting my phone on airplane mode so that I am not tempted to check an email when my phone vibrates once. I am going to go to sleep on Thursday night like it is any other night, and wake up on Friday like it is any other Friday.
Anyway, I guess I am the only one here who is not excited about the match. It is weird, I am not nervous either. It will just be any other Friday morning for me. I am trying to enjoy every last day of college because as corny as it sounds, these have been the best four years of my life. I am not going to let stupid anticipation for the match take away from my last few precious days of college.
If I get into my 2nd or 3rd choice I would be happy. I know I am not getting into my #1 because they don't match anyone (UTSW) so that really takes the excitement out of things. I am afraid of falling to my 5th or 6th choice. If I get into my 2nd choice, I PARTY HARD this weekend. If I get into my third choice, I won't be partying hard, but I will hang out with my friends. If its my fourth choice, I start writing letters of interests to my top 3 choices. And if it is my 5th or 6th choice, depression will engulf me...........
Oh well, I am not nervous or excited about Friday. TMDSAS schools interviewed me at a high rate but burned me hard from Nov 15-Dec 31. So TMDSAS I interviewed at 6/7 of your schools, you only gave me one prematch. So do what you want on Friday, I don't really care anymore.