Still no interviews I guess it's officially over.
I'm a reapp, as you know, so I was in your shoes. I didn't get any interview invites at all last cycle, so I'm not really in a position to take a "hey, it ain't over till it's over" posture. I used to get annoyed when people would say things like, just give it time, you'll definitely get an interview! I gave it time, and I didn't get one. The cycle ended.
Life went on.
Sadly, you may not get an interview. Or you might.
I know exactly how you feel, and I know what you are going through.
But from a practical standpoint, I would (did) try to push back this defeatist attitude. You can smell it a mile away.
Interviewers can smell it a mile away. And I believe it can really kill an interview. For me, even in this, my second cycle, I only barely squeaked into a DO school. With all due respect to DO's, this was definitely NOT what I had in mind for my future. Sure, I've done my fair share of "woe is me" posting, but I consider it giving in to temptation, and I try not to do it (yes, this is me trying not to do it; imagine what my posts would look like if I
weren't trying!). Defeatism is very seductive. I know that all too well.
Break the cycle, though.
Feel free to slam me with, oh it's easy for me to talk this way now that I've gotten in. I agree. But one thing that I think helped me get in in the first place was that I stayed positive MOST of the time. And I damn sure stayed positive during the few interviews that I got.
It's all about "fake it till you make it." If you feel like crap, pretend that you don't. Or at least don't dwell in it, and drown yourself. I tried as hard as I could to keep my "sympathy" posting to a minimum (sometimes I was successful, often not). But the more you communicate your tough situation to others in a sort of defeatist way, whether it's on here, FB, in "real life", or wherever, the worse you are going to feel. And when you finally DO get that interview, that negative attitude may seep through, and hurt your chances.
Staying positive isn't just a good idea for your own mental health. It's also a practical way to come off better in an interview and eventually get you into medical school.
Good luck!
Oh and if you do have to reapply, don't sweat it. In the end, all anyone knows is you're a doc. They barely even know whether you're an MD or a DO, let alone where you went to medical school, and especially not how many tries it took you to get in.