FWIW: I was really genuinely upset by the claim that I'm intentionally mean to people, and that I'm only like that as scum. I'm not interested into getting into yet another fight over it, and I've asked not to go to dead chat because of this, but that really bothered me. I know that I'm too intense sometimes pushing people, and it's totally reasonable to tell me to back off and let it go - but to tell a bunch of people who haven't played with me that I'm mean and make things personal - especially to use a game where nothing like that happened as an example - in HZD I snapped at April to stop answering questions I was asking other people about her - that felt really unfair and like it was taking things way beyond what I would consider normal and reasonable gameplay. I felt like I was being smeared to a bunch of noobs who don't know me and wouldn't know that that's not at all the case.
I'm sorry if anyone felt like I was pushing them too hard this game. But I wanted people to understand what it felt like from my perspective. Because I was really hurt by that.