I read through much of this thread and I wanted to pop in and say, after a cycle of rejection and subsequent cycle of being left to rot on waitlists for >5 months: it’s worth waiting for.
In what feels like an instant I’m now three weeks from starting Fourth year, rotating at my dream program and building my residency application just like I did AMCAS eons ago.
Everyone stuck in this purgatory waiting to find out if they’ll be a doctor or not, it’s demoralizing and draining and it eats you every day. I remember that like it was yesterday and I feel your pain.
It gets better. If this cycle is not your turn to get accepted, there will always be another one. And the day you’re accepted, you will know you earned your place in that class. And once you’re in, it’s a clean slate for you to redefine yourself and crush it every step of the way.
Be good to each other here and remember why you’re doing this in the first place: The chance to learn the medicine you always wanted to understand, to find a person suffering and know how to fix them, to see and do with your own hands things that most people will never experience in their lifetime.
If these things are your goal, then there is no “too old” or “too late”. The in-between is merely an inconvenience. The waiting feels like forever I know, but you will look back on how far you’ve come since this struggle and it will always remind you how grateful you are to be where you are.
So ends the unsolicited ramblings of a bored soon-to-be-M4. If there’s anything I can help with or anyone who wants to blow off steam, feel free to PM.