If it makes you feel any better, I’ve had six gap years! But in that time, I gained more face to face clinical experience than probably most of my matriculating class, was able to publish papers, and most importantly, gain a lot of independence and maturity. I got my acceptance but at the end of the day there isn’t much difference between starting med school in your early, mid, or late twenties (except that maybe more gap years means you’ll be more equipped to handle it once you get in!) It’s a huge bummer for sure (I had one unsuccessful cycle prior to this one) but once you get in, all of the extra time and effort you put in feels worth it and you are a better applicant for it 🙂