Hey! Not a dumb/pathetic question at all. I could see myself wanting closure/clarity as well if I were in your position (which I may very likely be when I hear back from HSPH finally). Many, if not all of us, wrote from our heart in our SOP. From what I've gathered here, public health isn't just a career for many of us; it's also a commitment to our personal values/morals. If I was just evaluated based on my academics, fine. But when we feel like we are being rejected for our passions, yikes, that hurts a lot deeper!
You may not get the answer/satisfaction that you are hoping for from the school's reply but maybe drafting the email will help you come to terms with it. Why not write it, sit with it for a few days, and see if you still want to send it. If you do, then I say go for it. Control what you can 🙂
Congrats on the INCREDIBLE Yale scholarship, my friend! I'm hopeful for your future, EpiHopeful627!