Yep it is tough and sad, uncertain about every little thing you said and how you're being judged to be perfect or fit in, in a pretty shallow manner. It is just a game. It isn't fair and bias is inherent. Schborke is right though, we got interviews. We might not have got what we want, but we're close. And there is Always ways to improve, whether it is your ability to be likeable and connect to people, or how you tell your story, or making a bigger impact that sets you apart. I'm in the same position, volunteering in meaningful activities and focusing on the mission while getting lower pay for exp and surviving, having to spend mental bandwidth on budgeting and making ends meet, balancing taking care of myself and those around me. It ain't easy it ain't fair, these are the types of things people don't really want to hear about bc it is a downer or you might come across wrong. We don't get credit for alot of these hardships, but I know it will make me a better physician, hopefully. Cheers to you guys.