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I'm honestly not excited about starting vet school right now.
On one hand, I'm worried I'll hate it. That I'll drown in my classes and do poorly, that I won't make any friends, and that I just won't enjoy it at all.
On the other hand, I'm worried I'll like it and it won't be worth it. I just got off a 4-year undergrad program, so I know exactly how short it is. I'm scared that even if I do make friends, I'll just have to leave them again (even if it is a bit less likely since I'm staying IS for this one).
I'm just not the least bit convinced it will be worth it, but I don't really want to defer or anything because that just means ANOTHER year before I can have a place that's home for real. 🙁
I thought I was the only one! I'm headed to Ohio State too and I'm so excited but I've spent the last week crying on and off with my mom and boyfriend! It's just starting to finally hit me that I'm leaving them 🙁
This has definitely been the week where everything has started hitting me as well.... Saying goodbye to friends and family has been horrible 🙁 I am just trying to stay busy and do things during the day and then Pinterest apartment ideas at night Haha Keeping busy has helped with all the goodbyes... But I still can't bring myself to start packing because I start crying. I really do need to get on it thought because I move in a week. My excitement about school has definitely been replaced by fear for the time being :/