Had a moment of "Oh my god, I'm poor," yesterday. I think we were all (or least, I hope) aware of what our loan situation would be like when we graduate, when we started vet school. It just kind of hit me yesterday because I'm supposed to be traveling to another state for research this summer (ie paying rent for two places) and just got told that my funding is effectively cut in half from what I expected... and it was already going to be hard enough to afford before this 🙁 I'm just so tired of being broke all the time and living on rice and beans and ramen. I got into vet school when I was 19, I didn't have a ton of time to build up my savings before starting vet school.
I didn't have time to build up savings either and I got in at how old was I again? Meh, I forget, I think I was 24...
I had undergrad loans that I had to start paying on after I graduated and in the 2 years it took to get in. So really didn't have any savings building up.
The money thing sucks.. I had to fight them to get an increase cost of attendance the first semester I was here, somehow they expected me to survive off of $3500 over 4 months...
Took in all my bills and expenses to get things covered because they had to have proof of what your expenses are. I pulled out a bill for internet and she goes, "Well, I can tell you they probably won't count that." I said, "That is odd, you allow all your undergraduates living in the dorms to have internet, why should it be different for me?" She shut up real fast...
Anyway, I am kind of in a similar boat, I had set aside what would have been enough money for my one externship I set up next year, but between the cat and the car, I am having significant doubts on if I will be able to afford to go. The other option I have is to attempt to get it approved as a preceptorship and then since I would be going "for credit" I can get the cost covered by loans, but not sure I really want to pull out more loans. I do really, really want to go on this externship though, so I am still debating back and forth and seeing how things go.