You know, all I really want out of vet school is to graduate, and still have a future. I mean is it so hard to expect that following your dreams won't leave you destitute and depressed? I want to be able to have a house, and not to have to worry about money on a month to month basis. Sure I might not get to travel the world, but that's ok. I don't think that's unreasonable? Retirement, yes eventually. Right now I'm looking at my future and shaking my head. Maybe I should've stuck with my soul sucking job behind a desk that I have literally slept at and no one has cared.
It's too late now, I'm going to do everything I can to get that bill down to a reasonable level. When I graduate, I don't want to be terrified about making payments, I want to be terrified of starting a new job damn it!