BabyKangaroo, I appreciate your enthusiasm and support, but I want to squelch the idea right now that I or any PA is "basically a doctor". We certainly are not. We are trained well in the medical model and we practice alongside physicians with (sometimes minimal) physician supervision, but we are dependent providers and will thus never be independent. I cannot practice without a supervising physician agreement approved by the state Board of Medical Examiners. I have quite a few restrictions on my ability to practice medicine; hence, the desire to go all the way to med school. But it is a pretty good gig, I agree, and for me has been a lucky enthusiasm. Just don't want any SDNers to get the wrong idea that I think I'm "basically a doctor".
I mean this kindly, I really do, but you are very green still in your medical education (just getting started, right?) so you are understandably optimistic and, I think Panda Bear says it best, and I paraphrase, but you are still likely to be awed by those who have more knowledge and experience than you do. Give it ten years; the roles will reverse. You will be a doctor and I will still be a PA (or not).
For me, it's never been all that important to be called "Doctor". It's about intellectual curiosity and fulfilling that desire of "could I have been a physician if I really tried?" That's what I struggle with. I don't have a family other than a sweet husband and 3 dogs and 2 cats, but I'm almost 35 and if I want to have a family, I probably should do that soon. I'm sort of ambivalent about it though. Of course the salary difference between what I make and my physician colleagues make is pretty large--most of them make at least twice what I do, and probably many make much more than that. I'd have to do the math to see how long it would take me to catch up on the lost income + debt incurred for med school to see if it would be worthwhile. I used to think I couldn't put a monetary value on advancing my education and fulfilling a lifelong dream (ugh, so cliche), but reality bites.
Take care,
Lisa