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I start my part time gig on Monday. I. Am. Not. Ready.
You’ll. Be. Great.
I start my part time gig on Monday. I. Am. Not. Ready.
You're gonna be so great!!!I start my part time gig on Monday. I. Am. Not. Ready.
I start Tuesday. I would def feel better if I had touched a dog sometime in the last three monthsI start my part time gig on Monday. I. Am. Not. Ready.
You're going to be amazing!!!I start Tuesday. I would def feel better if I had touched a dog sometime in the last three months
But they said I can wear whatever I want sooo business pajamas it is.
You’ll. Be. Great.
Thanks guys 😍You're gonna be so great!!!
Same...the last live animal I touched in a medical setting was on my zoo externship in March (but hey I did work on a domestic dog there!I start Tuesday. I would def feel better if I had touched a dog sometime in the last three months
But they said I can wear whatever I want sooo business pajamas it is.
A few observations from the intern life so far.
1) Wow I ended up with a great group of humans as internmates and I am super thankful.
2) 80hrs/wk of ER in a very high caseload practice is a lot. Kinda feel like I’m learning in a trial by fire kind of way, which feels overwhelming pretty often - especially when several stats come in within like 15 mins. But, I’m learning, I have some great attendings who care about my learning, and I’m trying my best to be positive and grow every day. And also not beat myself up when I don’t know everything that my boarded criticalist attendings who have been doing this for 20 years know.
3) 80hrs/wk of ER doesn’t really give you much time to do things like feel things and process emotions from hard cases, tough clients, and other challenging situations. I realized that this morning when I woke up on a day off and actually had some energy and time to process, and found myself sitting on the couch crying into my coffee.
I saw 9 appointments yesterday, and 5 of them were derm cases. The universe decided to remind me why I'm not doing GP long-termMuch preferred the other day when I had multiple behavior cases!
I love derm 😢
I think it's incredibly important and probably very gratifying because you can improve quality of life a lot...it's just not my thing
This is how I actually feel, I was just trying to put a positive spin because I have very limited interests in reality and I know other people who like things I definitely do not lololNo, it is rarely gratifying and highly annoying. No one wants to do a full and appropriate allergy work up. No one wants to do food trails and you find yourself repeating the same spiel to the same clients over and over and over again. They are always like "well the apoquel was working but we ran out of it 4 months ago and now it is back. I don't get why you can't just give me something to make this go away so I don't have to keep getting meds." I hated derm in GP, it is the most common crap to deal with and the one thing that it seems clients just can't grasp the concept of.
This would be the case in an ideal world however...I think it's incredibly important and probably very gratifying because you can improve quality of life a lot...it's just not my thing
This is what I expect with all my future rechecks lolNo, it is rarely gratifying and highly annoying. No one wants to do a full and appropriate allergy work up. No one wants to do food trails and you find yourself repeating the same spiel to the same clients over and over and over again. They are always like "well the apoquel was working but we ran out of it 4 months ago and now it is back. I don't get why you can't just give me something to make this go away so I don't have to keep getting meds." I hated derm in GP, it is the most common crap to deal with and the one thing that it seems clients just can't grasp the concept of.
80hrs/week of any kind of work is ridiculous. Were you expecting that much coming in?
I think the hardest part is the wondering after. Like did the grieving owners feel supported? Did they feel like I gave their pet the best death possible? I really hope I did but idk. Just not what I think I thought I'd be most worried about after the fact.
Oh, same. I've done 3 so far, and for each one, those are the questions I've been asking myself. Especially whether the owners felt supported. Did I do a good job explaining what was going to happen? Did they feel I was compassionate enough?
This last one was a QoL discussion turned euthanasia for a patient I hadn't seen before but who had been seen by someone else at the practice. Two of the family members were 99% decided on euthanasia when they came in and were looking for confirmation they were making the right decision, but the other family member wasn't ready and wanted to keep trying. They were very nice people but I was kind of caught in the middle and then got asked the dreaded "if this were your pet, what would you do?" question. I hope I handled it okay but I have no idea if what I said made it better or worse.
F@&$. I’m so sorry. That’s so incredibly sad and tragic.Two people I know from school have passed away due to suicide in the last few weeks. I knew one day I'd lose classmates and other colleagues, but I didn't think it would be so soon 🙁
I wasn’t close with either of them, but still makes me incredibly sad that they’re gone so soon 🙁 and how easily that could have been me. Even in the last year I’ve been in that place.F@&$. I’m so sorry. That’s so incredibly sad and tragic.
It really is a gut punch. It hits me every time another colleague is lost, and I can totally see why it happens. I worry about a couple of my good friends on a regular basis, and feel like I’m waiting for that dreaded phone call. Somehow it hits even harder to hear about your classmates. Y’all worked so hard for this, and this is just the beginning. As far as my career goes, I hit rock bottom 5 months after graduation and felt like my world was crumbling. Maybe there were other factors and maybe it was unrelated, but I remember how awful it was for me then, and it saddens me deeply that perhaps that could be the end for some. I remember so vividly driving to work and thinking about how if I crashed my car and was injured or worse, I wouldn’t have to go into work. It took my husband saying, “this is it, you are going to put in your notice right now over email/text/phone, I don’t care. Or I will do it for you,” to get out. For any of you out there that are having a tough time, I know how isolating and devastating it can be when it doesn’t work out. Please know I’m always around if you ever need to offload your baggage.I wasn’t close with either of them, but still makes me incredibly sad that they’re gone so soon 🙁 and how easily that could have been me. Even in the last year I’ve been in that place.
I feel the need to add an addendum to this post and inform you all that veteiririanarian has inadvertently been added to my phone's autocorrect, but only intermittently, so I can't remove it from the dictionary.Don't gotta know how to spell it or say it, only how to do it.
Dr. Teeps, veteiririanarian, at your service 😉
I feel the need to add an addendum to this post and inform you all that veteiririanarian has inadvertently been added to my phone's autocorrect, but only intermittently, so I can't remove it from the dictionary.
So
Every once in a while
I am trying to seriously talk about veterinarians
and talk about veteiririanarians instead
I’ve had a few hypothyroids and cushings too, and also had a hyperparathyroidism in a cat! I was pretty stokedSo far in practice have diagnosed.... hyperthyroid, hypothyroid multiple times, and Cushing’s. I just need an Addisonian and a diabetes to comply the circle.
I’ve had a few hypothyroids and cushings too, and also had a hyperparathyroidism in a cat! I was pretty stoked![]()
Dang guys, send some over here.
Most of my medical cases so far have been more like "welp, Fluffy's bloodwork is pristine so I have no idea why he's feeling so unwell"
it’s either cancer or hypochondriac owner. Sometimes I can’t tell which is worse
I've only gotten diabetes. So much diabetes.
But two cats in remission now!
I've stared at the AAHA guidelines long enough to almost have them memorized, it's how I get through lol thankfully none of mine have been in DKA or anythingTwo in remission? Good job!
The medicine residents at school would always tell us not to be afraid of diabetes, but, yup, still afraid of managing diabetes. Do you guys use the FreeStyle Libre? I saw a few at school, and one of the vets at my hospital has been using it, too, so I'm hoping to learn how to place them.
I keep getting other weird cases, and the universe also likes to send the vast majority of the touch-me-not patients my way. For my very first patient at my primary hospital, I couldn't even do an exam without sedating her first. Got bitten by a dog for the first time in about 7 years during my first week, too.
I have been using them (in select cases) for a couple years! They're not without complications, but definitely very helpful. There's a great YouTube video from one of the vet schools on placing them, it's pretty straightforward. The biggest thing is selecting a spot without a ton of motion and that's not too bony, and setting client expectations appropriately.The medicine residents at school would always tell us not to be afraid of diabetes, but, yup, still afraid of managing diabetes. Do you guys use the FreeStyle Libre? I saw a few at school, and one of the vets at my hospital has been using it, too, so I'm hoping to learn how to place them.
I wish we had a Libre! But no such luck.
What’re you doing a residency in?One month done with residency and it’s been great! I’ve been on biopsy and necropsy duty, and it’s so weird to see my name on reports. There’s no students on clinics here yet, but there will be the next time I’m on necropsy duty, so I’m intrigued to see how things change when I’m in the instructor role.
Anatomic pathology!What’re you doing a residency in?
Anatomic pathology!
Edited out where I am, even though I think I’ve posted it here before haha. But there’s only so many of us, that anonymity is pretty low anyway.
On overnights and just got off a shift that started with my first GDV and ended with my first mesenteric torsion 😱 The latter is currently in surgery, fingers crossed for him.