So glad to hear that things are well with Dr. Hoet, LMMS. A weath of information-- don't hesitate to ask him anything...
Oh-- wanted to know... if a bunch of you are moving to C-bus in September... some weekend (perhaps first weekend or so in Sept...) would y'all be interested in going hiking out in Hocking Hills?
Thanks, penny! And, if I'm there (and my knee hasn't fallen out of my leg) I would LOVE to go hiking!! Haven't had much opportunity since moving back to the city.
LMMS, I really hope your discussion with Dr. H goes well this Friday. I've heard lots of good things about Ohio's MPH program, and it's certainly a growing field of study. And Ohio State in general seemed pretty freakin' awesome.
Thanks, LSD! Yeah, all that freakin' awesomeness is what's moving me to perhaps do things 'backwards'. I only applied to schools where I could obtain a DVM/MPH. However, OSU is one of the few where you can study veterinary public health without the DVM in hand. BEYOND freakin' awesome if you ask me!
I'm not participating on the forum as much lately. I'm wicked depressed, y'all. I just can't justify taking on a quarter of a million dollars in debt at 51 (the age I'll be when I finish a DVM residency) knowing that I'll make such a piddly salary when all is said and done. I know the debt sucks for anyone, but it really makes a difference when you're a lot older and know you won't have as much time to pay it off. Haven't made any definite decisions yet, but this is scary stuff for me. How do I walk away from an opportunity that I'm already holding in my hand?
I'm grabbing everybody and telling them about my dilemma...professors, classmates, vet students. Heck, today I even went to the campus counseling service and chatted with a therapist. Why not? It's free. I keep hoping that if I talk about it enough, I'll have some big epiphany. Either that, or someone will get fed up and smack me with a shovel!
If I could just win the lottery, my problem would be solved! 'Course, I never play the lottery, so my odds are pretty darn slim.
Yup. I hear ALL that!!
Yup yup. This post made me think of the journey I took to where I am now. To make a long story short, I abandoned my dream of becoming a vet and tried to force myself into a different career. Had I pursued any one of the options available to me in this other career, I wouldn't be in debt, would be making decent money, and would be done with school. And yet, just thinking about the life ahead of me made me depressed. Thus, when I think about how the debt from vet school will be depressing, I know I would be depressed about EVERYTHING if I didn't pursue this path. So, it's like I know life would suck if I don't become a vet, so I'm willing to accept that SOME things in life (like debt and stress) will suck if I do become a vet. For me, the negatives of not pursing a DVM far outweigh the negatives that come with being a DVM. Does that make sense?
Uh-huh. I hear ALL that too!! And yes, it makes sense.
OK, here's my $0.02 on the subject. LSD, I know you said that you wouldn't speak of your dilemma any further here on SDN, but I think it's a very valid topic. Oddly enough, I sit right in the middle of you and Squibby... I'm ~7 years younger than you and ~7 years older than her. And, I ride the fence between both of your feelings on debt and the future. So, rather than smack you with a shovel (not that I think your worries warrant such a thing) I offer this...
I myself have a
huge issue with the possibility of racking up so much debt that I can't see above water. Seriously, I see Suze Orman coming to my house to sit on my couch and lead an intervention in Richard Simmons like fashion. Anyway... I already owe 50K+ in student loans and the thought of adding 300K more makes me ill. Add to that my 'life debt' and that I barely have any savings because I spent it all chasing the 'dream' and there are nights when I lie awake wondering what the hell I'm thinking! I have a background and career path that could pay me a very lucrative salary with benefits so cushy it's sick. However, I've turned down some very high paying positions over the past three years to continue to pursue the vet dream. Why? Well, when I first applied a few years ago and didn't get in, I took one of these said lucrative jobs but found myself wondering 'what if?' way too often. So, I left; and went back to being 'poor and happy'.
Seriously, becoming a full time professional student scares the crap out of me. I just think about how things were eons ago when I was in grad school and it's a flood: How will I pay my bills? How will I get my medical costs covered (my many Rx's, etc...)? Will I be able to pay it off before I die with the pittance I'm going to make while living in yurt in some desert nation? These questions eat at me constantly, and I don't even have an acceptance letter! Believe me, I know how scary it is to be 'old', single, and embarking upon a huge life change. But, I'm much better off worrying about my debt that about 'what if?' as, in the grand scheme of things, the former is much easier to tackle than the latter.
Regardless of it all, we all have to do what makes us happy, right? I think that Squibby and EllieG (both, in their own way) make an excellent point: if the positives outweigh the negatives, it's all worth it. And I believe that happiness outweighs just about every negative factor in the book. So, above all, LSD, do what makes you happy. It's the best possible thing you can do for yourself.