TravellinDoc said:
ok, another comment to Tazdoc,....has infected more of the black heterosexual male population).
Hey Travellin, sorry I?ve been away from SDN foe a couple of days. Sorry if I offended you in anyway, you know that hasn?t been my tone and I don?t want to do that at all. How can we exchange conversation if I mean to offend???
You do realize that the 95% was a random, generalized number, don?t you? Yes, after looking back at my post I could see how you could think that I meant that sex shouldn?t be 95% of one?s life. I also said, ?It's just that I put relationships and all that goes with that at about 5% of good life experiences?. I wasn?t talking about just sex, but sex and an entire relationship. I?m sorry I wasn?t more clear.
You said, ?My point is that your sexuality is what makes up a large part of who you are. So, I"m not talking about the act itself, rather the relationships you will have for the rest of your life.? Here?s how I see it. Relationships consume a large percentage of our lives. Whether it be a lover or kids, these experiences are a huge part of who we are and who we become BUT falling in love and all the actual good times and struggles of those relationships do not become a predominant part of public knowledge. It?s just natural. We relish love and the act of loving but I think for a majority of people it remains in context. I don?t think people are constantly preoccupied with relationships to the extent of where it interferes with the other more numerous areas of one?s life.
That was the point I was making whether a 5/95, 10/90, or a 60/40 ratio. Please understand that this post, and my first post to you is a direct reply to the context of your posts on this thread. That is, it seems to me that relationships with you are out of balance. And I?ve seen this trend with a lot of my gay friends. I mean that?s just been my experience, though. And, of course, you started this thread as a question about ?coming out? with ADCOMs. That?s what started me posting. My experience has been that people don?t normally talk about their personal relationships in professional settings. And, they certainly don?t talk about struggles in their dating life let?s say with rejection, and then put it in the context of how it has molded or affected them (rejection does leaves marks upon us and it does come out in how we deal with life)
Are there any other people out there that see this as well??? Maybe we should do a poll.
Now, I know the next thing is that you might say, ?well, if being with another man was as equal in society as being with a woman, perhaps our relationships would take it?s proper proportion, and be more normalized.? That could very well be true. But what I want to get from you is an understanding of why did it bother you to the extent that you were ? super paranoid?, that you had to ?drastically alter your behavior to look or seem more ?straight??.?, ?had to play this game of hiding who you really are, even not participating in certain activities because you think it will make everyone ?suspect?? .
I mean let?s say, I liked to flatulate when around other people. I think it?s safe to say that most people could not stand that. Many would be against that. I don?t think I would have much internal conflict about it because of what other people think and that the fact that the majority don?t enjoy it the way I do. I mean, I would just face the fact that hey, people are against it, and it would be stupid of me to raise the issue due to the wrath it could engender. But would that stop me from doing, heck no. Not everything one does in life is everyone going to agree with. (I know?.flatulation is a poor comparison to relationships?.I?m just making a point)
BTW, why are you asking me, ?what is intrinsically wrong with homosexuality?? As far as I know, I haven?t said there?s anything wrong with homosexuality, have I? I do hear both sides of the issue and I was just trying to gain more understanding about the issue from you.
Also, why this assumption, ?Aside from your religious beliefs which are not grounded on fact, how does loving someone of your same gender hurt society at all?? I never told you what my religious beliefs on being gay is, either.
You also asked me, ?How is it different if I love and have sex with someone with different genitals versus the same?? To me, there is no difference. They?re both physical acts and both give physical gratification.
Like all things in life we have a personal responsibility to the knowledge we gain along the way. Whether that knowledge comes from friends, religious beliefs, watertight logic, or precedence, one thing is true: Freedom to choose is the most valuable and solemn ability that we possess. That should never be taken away. But we must make wise choices by determining where those choices will lead us.