i shouted out loud today over winning a game of code names. I’m hella competitive. I have no control over it. I get annoyed when I lose things. Not at others, at myself because I feel like I’m not doing my best.
I ran multiple organizations in college, I’m chief resident now, I have this gene in me that I have to continually do my best.
I’m okay going down as a wolf only when it helps a packmate. Bus the ever loving **** out of me, I don’t care.
I’d feel like I failed village if i get it wrong in F3. I’d feel like I failed harder if I’m the misyeet.
So killing me tonight is the humane thing tbh