I typed this post while in a worse mood, but I owe it to my past!self to post it
Oh my god. I literally didn't shade Jay. I presented reasoning and voted for Pippy. And I directly confronted samac about her different behavior this game. That's not bits of shade. At all.
The mothy thing was what you originally questioned me about, so it seemed like that was your foundation. I get there is more to it now, but that's how it started so that's why I mentioned it.
I don't really blame you for feeling worse here, because Zenge voting for me has a lot of pull, and when he was eventually wrong on me I didn't expect to survive it. I get that. It just...has thrown me off guard because I have been trying hard to solve and have been more engaged because I have had more time than I've had in months. So you guys seeing the opposite is ?_? from my perspective. I don't get it.
To that end I'm kind of like...idk. On the verge of just shrugging. It feels like I'm being stonewalled because Zenge has made up his mind and moved on to packmate analysis before I've even flipped. It doesn't feel like I'm really being heard at all, or given one iota of consideration for him being wrong. Might as well rip off the bandaid and move on.