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I miss my dog so much it hurts.... I have been trying not to think about it, to pretend it is not real, but then it will just hit me like a brick and I have to fight back tears.....
I took my other dog with me into town today to pick up some bread and cider.... that was something I did with Roc.... and Rain is a good girl, but she is just not him, so when I left her outside one store she barked where he would have just sat there and waited, and I took her in the off-license with me and she sat well for most of it, but she jumped at the sound the door made and she just is over excited a bit... she has always been a puppy at heart. Roc was bomb proof... you could take him anywhere... he would just chill out and nothing fazed him. It is not fair to compare them, they are different dogs, but he was my soul dog.
I picked up his ashes earlier this week and it was beyond hard walking back into the hospital... also realizing he is not coming back. :cry:
I took my other dog with me into town today to pick up some bread and cider.... that was something I did with Roc.... and Rain is a good girl, but she is just not him, so when I left her outside one store she barked where he would have just sat there and waited, and I took her in the off-license with me and she sat well for most of it, but she jumped at the sound the door made and she just is over excited a bit... she has always been a puppy at heart. Roc was bomb proof... you could take him anywhere... he would just chill out and nothing fazed him. It is not fair to compare them, they are different dogs, but he was my soul dog.
I picked up his ashes earlier this week and it was beyond hard walking back into the hospital... also realizing he is not coming back. :cry: