So, this is half rant and half asking for opinions.
Backstory:
I've applied this cycle for admittance, grew up on a small dairy, already have an associates degree (Criminal Justice), working on my bachelor's (Biology), shadowed with a small animal practice for 800+ hours over the last year and just started this past Friday shadowing at a local animal ER to get a different experience and see/learn new things. I had prepared by printing off and reading a publication one of the ER doctors had written earlier that year on sepsis to discuss and learn more about (if time allowed).
My Rant:
So the ER doctors had no idea I was coming (maybe lack of communication between front staff when I came in earlier that week?), so I waited in the lobby for nearly an hour to be taken back. Not a big deal, I know it is busy. The doctor I was supposed to shadow was crazy busy and quickly introduced me to the other ER doctors and surgeons and let me know to just jump from one to the next as things were happening. Cool! I thought this was great actually so I did so. One of the doctors, as we were rushing from area to area essentially was throwing questions at me as I was following like "What experience do you have", "Why veterinary", and "Why animals" which was good because it gave me a second to practice my elevator pitch. Essentially it boiled down to "Well, I've always been good with animals and reading body language, I think they are an important part of our lives and I want to be a medical professional who can help them stay as healthy as possible and educate their owners". She got quiet and dropped the questioning. When we got a moment of down time as she was filling out perscriptions I asked her if in her opinion that was a stupid response (it was kind of awkward after my mini pitch so I was looking for feedback).
She stopped, looked at me and said "Don't bother going any further. You arn't going to make any money doing this, I know colleagues in human medicine who are making more money than I could ever make in my whole career. If you love animals, love them as a hobby. This is a waste of your time.". I politely said thank you and continued to follow her and the other doctors for the next six hours.
I was shocked and immediately upset. Never once did I mention money, and I really don't care about it. If I did, I would have picked another profession and pursued law. Sure, I guess if I had that impression that I would be a rich doctor and got to play with puppies and kittens all day that would be a wake up call. But I had specifically stated earlier with her I had experience with giving injections, helping with surgery (minor, more handing the doctor materials during spays and neuters), handling large animals, ect. It wasn't like I was fresh to animal care.
Who does that? If that had been my first ever shadowing experience I would have been left with an extremely negative outlook on veterinarians and how they viewed their patients. My husband said maybe she had a bad day, or maybe was trying to test to see how I would react. But her attitude didn't change the rest of the night. Was it because she really felt that way, and was trying to convince me to go down another path? The whole thing was kind of weird and frustrating.
Overall, it was a great experience. I got to be in the room for a GDV and splenectomy, observed an 8 week follow up to a cranial cruciate ligament repair surgury, saw some cool X-rays, and observed the process of an emergency situation involving a chihuahua labor that unfortunately lead to an euthanasia due to the cost of a c-section. I plan on going back every Friday. Should I just ignore what she said and chalk it up to a bad day?