I guess, rephrasing, since I didn't do a good job:
Lots of people are smart and active, STL. Lots of people could do a good job as Gatekeeper. Most of them <aren't> as good at wolfing and scheming, which makes them a lower risk on the other side of the coin.
You're smart and active. No disagreement. But you would be a disaster for the village as a wolf Gatekeeper.
So when I do that math, to me it says "pick someone other than STL."
You might help the village more by suggesting an alternative to yourself, though.... unless helping the village isn't your primary goal.
I think this horse has been beaten to death by now. Let the chips fall. If other people want you as Gatekeeper, you'll get the votes. If not, you won't. In the interests of not getting further off the rails, I'll leave my point where it is and move on.... should have done that a page ago, I guess.