No doubt (I am also applying so I know the feeling). But I think when we apply to top schools like Stanford and co., it’s good to stay mindful of how selective this process is , and that no II is guaranteed. When we pay the secondary fee that means someone will read our application. If it’s strong enough they’ll give us the chance to show what we are about in a II. At the end of the day, nothing will stop us from becoming physicians, so even having the chance to be at this stage of the journey is a blessing !