Okay, So I will refine (greatly) what I meant. I meant, the thought (past tense) was depressing. Not only was it a poor choice of words it was misleading and without explanation. All I knew about psyD's previously was schools like argosy.
I am keenly aware of my inability to get into a good psyD program due to their competitive admission and in NO WAY meant to attack anybodies degree's or future plans. I have no idea why I worded it like that and only became aware of the mistake this morning after receiving a private message in regards to it. I would consider myself extremely lucky to get into any program. The second part to that comment was that I have in my head, fixated and obsessed with phD programs and the thought of no longer looking at those schools I had been researching was disappointing for me. I do like the applied clinical side more but I was also looking forward to the research.
That been said, I do apologize again for the wording and possible hurt feelings or misunderstandings that may have occurred. As for a couple responses, I feel they may have been more... optimistic or encouraging had I not attacked a core, important part of clinical psychology. As far as my limitations go, I understand better than anybody what they are. So I understand what you are saying, It is why I posted.
The comment about my ability to complete graduate level work is the only one I feel compelled to really reply to. I feel that comment was reactionary and without merit. You have no idea what abilities I do or dont have, what classes or topics are my strengths, or what led to that low grade. In fact, half of my professors admitted to getting a C in their undergrad, one even had a few. I had two scary, painful, and life changing medical situations, the neck fracture which I have recovered from almost entirely and the neurological disorder which may or may not be a one time event. These events which are now in my past should have no bearing on my ability to complete graduate level work. As far as the C goes, it was my first C and it happened partly due to an unavoidable situation that effected that class and one exam that I did poorly on. I do not have an overall lower trend in grades, in fact it is the opposite. The farther away I get from the episodes the better my grades are. Aall of my other classes in the past year have been either A's or A-'s. In my defense I would argue I am more prepared than some of my peers who go out of their way to take easy classes that ensure 4.0's while I am constantly pushing myself, even overloading my schedule to take more (difficult) classes to prepare for graduate school.
I would like to wrap up my ..... large response in a more humble way, the way I meant to approach the board in the first place. I am sorry for the misunderstanding.